The naughty girl

hope not.

2012-01-28T00:18:00.000+08:00

i hope its not the case.

Err...

2012-01-25T00:29:00.003+08:00

Blah blah black sheep any any wool.

I want to find them .

What's up

so random

Ironically.

i dislike it

pardon me.

am typing anything that came up to my mind

somewhere far away...

craze crazy

talking to the moon

i see stars

i sit by myself

impossibru.

i thought i could trust you.

2012-01-23T02:10:00.004+08:00

How i wish you were reading this

but i know you won't be reading my blog

I hate this alot.

At first all kinds of nice and good stuff came out from you

But when i wanted to give the trust.

it's gone

Unknowingly

Gave so much of false signal and etc

held it.

hold it.

say it and etc

I was a silly girl.

silly enough to think you are different

all the crows are still black

alike.

no one is spared from this difference.

2012-01-21T10:21:00.003+08:00

Never look back.

What's UP there?

2012-01-08T02:03:00.001+08:00

Tired...

But i doubt i want to sleep.

Wanna run later

hopefully 12 km and i do it easily

but wait a minute... kind of impossible

Too long never run..

Doubt the possibility will be high.

Anyways...

The scenery around MBS and esplanade is really awesome :D

Hmm... Early in the morning.

2012-01-07T01:25:00.004+08:00

Since the exhibition is opened till late april

i wonder what will it be like when visitors visit the musuem

on 14 april

The day when the tragedy happens

I wonder how the musuem will be like

And i am tempted to go again! :P

I really love titanic

Not jack and rose!

hahas

i just feel the strong courage from the people who sacrificed their life for people that board the lifeboats

If i were them, i think i might have tried to fight for the life boat

well...

I am not sure on how i would react if i am onboard titanic

but one thing for sure.

Those lost life definitely earn my utmost respect! :)

2012... HELLO.

2012-01-02T15:46:00.005+08:00

Hi earthlings

2012 came

This year's fireworks ... was SPLENDID!

Well...

before 2012 came, i went back to 100 years ago where titanic a ship of dream was.

But in a exhibition hall at a beautiful ArtScience Museum located at marina bay sands!

They protrayed numeous of artifacts that were dugged out from the crash site.

I swear that they looked rusty and ANCIENT

Becuase they are the real artifact.

And the design and layout and most importantly the ambience in the musuem is

really

5/5 rating.

The most memorable one is the reconstruction of the shipdeck

where you can stand on it to look out at the stars

during that time, when they are travelling, there were nothing except the gorgeous stars up in the air

I swear it was constructed to real.

The feeling when i stepped in was like, i am on it

And i have had goosebumps... Thinking, oh shit, damit titanic will sink, and i will die.

Hahahas. Practically untrue

Have been watching CITY HUNTER

By LEE MIN HO....

AWWWWW... Y he so handsome??

2012 nearing...

2011-12-29T03:08:00.006+08:00

2012 Is coming

Embrace 2012 in happiness then

hahaha

and kick the ass out of 2011.

And i am gonna work hard hard. *blinks*

hahahah

CAN someone says that they want to go to the titanic exhibition??

PLEASE!!!!

yea. It still rotates

2011-12-21T23:51:00.003+08:00

It's finally the holidays!

First few days was busy with school

student ambassodor and Chingay leader thingy

Not that much i suppose

well... just a few minutes ago.

i was so bored that i cam-whored with my cute ham ham

You cannot believe it mann.

hahahah

Ham ham is SOOOO SOOOO SOOO SOOO CUTE

Anyways. Christmas is like 3 more days

didn't realise it .

school starts on the 3 january ,

after that will be UT then chinese new year

5 weeks to finishing the semester.

bad or good?

don know eh.

something something

2011-12-16T20:48:00.001+08:00

Oh.

Its holiday!.

and i am dead tired.

rejoice?

tired.

feels that some thing is missing

i don know what is it.

But i think i need a private getaway.

something missing.

Sometimes…

2011-12-10T20:40:00.001+08:00

Holidays are around the corner.

But all i know is that i just need to get 2012 over.

Am still in a chain of mixed feelings.

Don know why

too much changes

And i don think i am able to keep up with the fast pace

And i am taking it slowly and emotionally.

Ya.

Disturbed.

I am a dumbf. to be affected by those words on an early school day morning.

T-I-T-A-N-I-C

2011-11-24T02:14:00.001+08:00

Screenshots

Have been catching up with Titanic recently.

And normally, people watch it for the ‘you jump , i jump’

That’s so cliché.

My favourite parts are the above illustrated screenshots

i just like the part where the first and second officers are lowering down the life boats

it’s really courageous and brave of them to do that.

When you are in a life-and-death situation.

when they can selfishly step into the boat and their lives are saved.

But they didn’t… The put other’s life ahead of theirs. And ensured safety of others.

Except that the part that first class people are…. ( lost for words)

What? First class life boat.

A boat that could hold 60 over people and it only hold 12-20 FIRST CLASS passengers

-,-

ok. That’s the past. No more ship will sink now… Modern days….

CHAMPION LEE

2011-11-20T00:00:00.003+08:00

CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?

I fell again

DAMMM IT .. Twice already.

Within 5 or 6 months i have to fall TWICE.

SLAP ME please

I am CHAMPION la.

Maybe i should be named as TINA LEE SOO FALL

Why do i have to fall at such embarrassing moment?!

First it is before going to school outside a primary school bus stop at about 7am

Now, i fall near woodlands mrt during peak hour 6PM

SLAP ME.

Why not i fall and i find money on the floor. Isn’t that more worthwhile? GOD?

It’s offical

2011-11-14T21:23:00.001+08:00

OK, it is official now…

I am somehow…. Not tempted to eat meat.

not at all… Even when the TV is advertising on how yummy this taiwan chicken/pork/beef

i am not tempted at all.. Not even the slightest bit.

Using this time to CHEAT revision for tomorrow test for Physics.

Back to reality D:

Tmr UT. sian.

Cravings

2011-11-10T16:08:00.001+08:00

Having this sudden cravings for sweet jelly food.

AGAR AGAR?

or even sweet drinks like bubble tea?

hmmm. Today is Thursday and i am having physics UT next Tuesday

Worst or all… I have Aerodynamics tomorrow.

That stupid Faci is obviously picking on ppl lor.

Fed up and F up.

have to spent time to practice for physics… Busy days ahead.

Saturday morning have aviation run.. After that have home visits.

Sunday and Monday are the only days left.

this is a pathetic life of a typical RP student.

Testing

2011-11-09T00:25:00.001+08:00

Hi.

I am so sick and tired of school D:

I hope school holidays are coming and weekends come like-a-fast.

Just trying out blog writing on windows live writer.

happy VEGAN

2011-11-01T19:55:00.003+08:00

Still anticipating for holidays! :)

Anyways, i have decided to stop eating meat. Obviously meaning animals

if you ever watch slaughtering videos, you definetly feel the agony in yourself

being vegetarian is good.

the variety of vegetables that you can choose from are like! ALOT! :D

Theyy all just look sooo delicious.

but truthfully, the only animal that i miss eating is SASHIMI. hahash

The next time i have sushi shall only be those cucumber... eggs.... egg salad....

hmmm.. that's alot ( can you see i am trying to convince myself???! )

hahahhhas.

I AM TRYING HARD DO support!

Give a second thought about going vegan too! :)

tell me it's holiday... Pleaseeeee...

2011-10-27T01:18:00.003+08:00

4 weeks of school and i am anticipating for holidays

What the hell is this?

15 weeks to finish the semester and a few weeks to holidays.

16 december is a holiday day

And it is like 5 or 6 weeks

and it is barely even november

goddddddd.

Actually, i am kind of hoping for christmas and chinese new year

i don know why

abit abnormal...

i use to detest chinese new year. ALOT.

weirdo me.

Good luck Everyone!

2011-10-23T21:34:00.002+08:00

Good luck to people who are sitting for their O levels tomorrow.

Especially my 2 lovely pigs.

a little looser. NOT loser. but LOOSER

2011-10-05T23:35:00.003+08:00

to say something that you have been keeping for a long time will be such a relieve.

just like the bear.. bathe till so shoik .

hahas.

Anyways,

School have started.

and just today.

Programming literally WHITEN some of my hair.

I hate programming. turtle. you sucks.

hahas.

still...

i am still looking at the brighter side of these modules.

yea.

SOME CROW JUST FLEW PASS.

tired

2011-10-02T04:55:00.002+08:00

Time check : 4.58am.

Had a really pack-ed and busy day yesterday

Morning i have to get some documents.. then i have voluntary work... then i have work at TWG.

the worse part of all is that i am in my work attire.

which is Formal wear.. long white blouse with black pants and with the heels.

You know.... Flat foot are the enemy of heels.

even the shortest height.

and my sole of my foot hurts alot when i walk.

God dam.

decided to exercise later to relieve the pain.

Well, now i don expect to hit 10km in 75 mins.

with my current condition :/

hais.

Last week was quite bad.. 8.7km in 65 mins.

quite slow i think.

trying to wait for 6 am plus.. so i can start warming up at the park...

Hoping that the sole will feel better.

New things ahead.

2011-09-28T02:05:00.003+08:00

I placed an order and made payment for a bag on 9 august. And what shit has arrive now?

I was hoping that this bag from blogshop ( i hope it is not a swindler) will come in time for school use

Goodness sake. No new stuff.

Lesson learnt - Now i don bother of these super cheap stuff from blogshop.

Not assured to be SCAM free

G-market i trust 100%

BLOGSHOP? Lick my foot.

NOW on, i will never ever shop at blogshop.

I don care how cheap it is.

THIS IS WHAT I WILL SAY

I have the MONEY ,enough to splurge in retail shops.

I have it. I am not that desperate person hoping to gain that little benefit from the blogshop.

------------------------------------------------------------------------

Happy stuff ahead.

Not exactly happy

but school is starting...

Next wednesday

new modules and new classmates

Over again.

Life has to go on...

First sem ended at a super fast speed.

Next year after this sec sem ended. i will be a year 2

maybe things will be slightly more interesting then...

Pissed

2011-09-28T02:02:00.002+08:00

I know i may sound ridiculous

But to by-passers.

If you were to place an order from a blogshop with an email

fraudulentsmile@gmail.com.

Maybe you should think twice

Near to two months of waiting time of a spree when the T&C wrote about 1-2 weeks.

The answer that was given was RESTOCKING.

goodness sake.

Maybe they are just a Fraud.

TWO of sword

2011-09-25T01:17:00.003+08:00

Well, i didn't do the readings myself

Anyways, i got this end card.

It shows either that we are going two seperate ways or we both gain a new understanding

not exactly that meaning

but that both the parties are denying their true feelings

and pretending to be fine.

it is kind of a misleading card

as it can mean that we have further conflict or make peace.

it is kind of redundant to ask that question anyways

i mean , i didnt know why did i ask about it.

Maybe, i was just curious how the truth may turn out

as expected it is as accurate as what has happen according to what has pass.

before, the terms were good, then it starts to dwell.

i wonder if the other party even bother

and that leads to not stepping out of comfort zone

whatever it is.

the lady who helped me.

told me to be strong this year.

because it will be a tough year.

emotionally tough.

and also be strong with my thoughts.

because i am who i am.

in future. i will be confident and said that i am happy about what has past.

next year will be good. i know. :)

It takes two hands to clap,

but just one hand to SLAP.

time

2011-09-23T01:05:00.000+08:00

Changing perspective....

Just a stranger

2011-09-18T00:52:00.002+08:00

Today someone made me want to anticipate for a new chapter of life next year

Tough time don last but a tough person does.

coca

2011-09-15T14:28:00.002+08:00

i like the last sentence

goes great with everything

life has to be like that.

Good or bad

like it or not

you still have to make yourself feel great at everything

3 or 2 more weeks to school reopen!

Kind of something.

2011-09-14T02:25:00.005+08:00

I guess life is just like Cookie monster is doing.

I really want to do a serious shopping SOON.

hehes

anyways i totally see the difference today

Well, i would say i got PISSED on the day because i don sense any sincerity

You only left message on FB on wishing .

Not on twitter or phone

Whatever it is i am whore to only sense sincerity through smses.

and then i look from today, i see the difference.

Anyways i wouldn't want to pursue it.

Because it is like protagonist does give an eff.

Whatever it is i don mind being a whore,bitch or whatever

No matter what i am standing strong alone like a piece of fcking shit.

Won't the clock stop ticking?

2011-09-12T01:37:00.003+08:00

How long can you stay young?

It's not going to be everlasting.

At heart,possibly a yes. But physically definetly a NO.

Well, i suddenly fear of growing up in future to be old. In a sense to be physically weak

Slowly as time goes, the things you usually can do becomes a big riddle.

And the riddle just continues to carry on and will never be solved.

Ever thine,

Ever Mine,

Ever ours.

-Yours faithfully.

2011-09-10T01:59:00.002+08:00

Having a very strong crave for coffee in thick milk over it.

well. This time round, holidays are passing at an exceptionally slow pace.

Well, secondary and JC's holiday is coming to an end but Poly holidays still have a long time

Apparently i still have three weeks left to rot,shop and laze before starting a new term

New term with new classmates.

Another round of being strangers then close hahas.

And new term also means RJs,quiz and evulation.

Spending my holidays to work

Keeping time aside for voluntary work and not to forget

SHOPPING

hahahhas

Well, i will have one week devoted for DAZE.

hahas

Sick and tired of work

Well, its because it is not considered as dynamic and it is a routine job.

I have to continously look for own method to keep myself motivated to carry on

Well, the motivation level really dropped damm low.

Maybe when money is about to come, the motivation level goes up too! . hahahs

Maybe i should just stop ranting

2011-08-31T01:17:00.003+08:00

i kind of want to visit Venice

It is so beautiful from this picture

Marina Bay Sands have this canal where the sampans will row past.

It gives me a Venice feel and i want to visit venice.

Anyways, SURPRISINGLY, i went back to TWG to work

Well, it is suckish beucase of the majority of the people who are acting up and that is in the past

Now, with better people, better way fo doing things. The working environment will generally be so much better.

Well, i can say that because i am just working for a month

it is tiring. But i am thinking towards the aftermath of this whole thing

I have extra money!

Well today is a day where i see familiar faces...

Classmate Teo zhi gang and his friends came and even waited till i knock off and accopany me to the train.

Felt so guilty.

hahas.

Saw the DR chua from Greendale secondary school.

And talk to him as he was paying for his item and i was at the cashier.

hahahas.

So many familiar faces.

Life is acting like a female dog.

2011-08-26T23:17:00.008+08:00

My eye balls are stucked with money again

Damm IT.

it is always monkey business for everyone when it has got something to do with money

Nevermind.

Life is acting like a female dog.

Forget that. It is holidays!

Happy thing - Holiday

Gloomy thing - Work

Then the next thing, happy thing - Work is coming to an end

Gloomy thing - School starting.

On a happy side. There is Gong Cha at Marina bay sands! <3

Holidays till the 4 october

Long enough for something to decay

Fine. Ranting in progress.

Gruesome enough.

There is always some part of life you tried to look back and see what you did.

damm. I just want a peaceful life

Now on, i will live a peaceful life. Its ok to not have things.

At least i spent my time fruitfully.

helping people who need the slightest help.

Beautiful singapore

2011-08-16T14:59:00.004+08:00

Beauty of the small dot

2011-08-13T11:41:00.002+08:00

Kind of craving for handmade pancakes

Don want those from MacDonalds.

Those from MacDonalds make the pancakes taste artifical :/

Ok great deal!

Last day of school on monday.

Followed by 5 test from 22 august to 26 august.

Then holidays till 4 october!

WHoo!~

shoik or what

And i don even need to revise those things cos it will be a new module in the next semester!

hhehehehehehs

Gonna work at Wisma famous amous.

If only garrett is already open at wisma! ~~~~

Shoik!!!!

Luck. Go lucky please!

2011-08-10T22:13:00.007+08:00

Recently, Luck have been playing and having fun with me

Firstly, i mysteriously drop my keys on a bus. And i cabbed down to bedok to trace back the bus...

Fortunately i got onto one of the bus with the possibility that my keys would be there. When the control persons told me that the bus with that template number has left

So i board the bus and a uncle was sitting on the seat i was sitting.

NEH NEH. One person take up two seat. Wait till HOUGANG then he alight

So i went to sit on the seat and this auntie came beside me and return my keys

Saying that they pick my keys up as they were sitting on the seat. x.x

When it was an old uncle sitting on it from the bus interchange.

Miracles DO happen.

This morning almost lost my COACH wallet.

hahas

But thanks to kind commuters.

Never will it happen! :P

Shall make it a point to update my blog.

I love luck! come'on don play with me!

AWWWWW....holidays are coming.

2011-08-09T17:21:00.005+08:00

OK. hehes.

Tumblr really have cool stuff

hahas.

Anyways. it is the last week of school.

Test and holidays till first week of october!

SHoik!

Shall drop myself with a job!

DEFINTELY not TWG anymore

Yuckie experience!

maybe i want something like F&B

But what i fear is that i might fall.

and not fufil the job requirments! :O

2011-08-04T10:00:00.004+08:00

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2011-08-01T15:38:00.000+08:00

2011-08-01T15:23:00.000+08:00

one landmark to visit! :D

Current sugar intake!

2011-07-02T23:17:00.005+08:00

WHEEEE! Candylicious is open at TAKA!

I tell you it is totally HEAVEN there.

All the candy and the sweets.

And i am so going to buy the candylicious cap!

god!!! it is dammmmmmmmmm nice!

it is heaven to me therE!

Anyways. Current sugar level! : 100% Non stop intakes! *opps*

daily dosage of SWEET CAPSULES!

Anyways, it is just like deva vu, excatly what happened before in the past.

but seriously i am so going to stand strong and show you a Bouchoup face

cos i am strong on my own

i don need people to hold me just to stand!

i am strong and independent on my own

i don't need pathetics support when it is like the thieves is saying that he got rob! :o

Since i don feel anything now. Just eff off my face before i eff you up.

but not because of anything but just that i cannot be bothered anymore!

because i am still standing strong with my own willpower. not others.

Coward.

my hands

2011-06-19T02:15:00.003+08:00

It is amazing how your hand can help someone who need it alot!

fruitful day

with a heart that have decided to commit it fruitfully

the last time when they lady analysis was with the wrong time

now that i gave her the right timing.

things are good.

Better and better every year

not that i totally relying on fate

i am not that DUMB to believe that it has already been set

it is not that i believe in it and not do anything

THE MATTER OF THE FACT is

the choices i make in future. willl simply reflect on these things

if you are "opinionated" i can't help it by just give you a bochoup face

because everyone have a different perspective.

if yours is not that good. then sorry

god is fair.

i do not have one of the things that others have

god just replace it with something

maybe you have everything

and god just wanted you to be contented and that a "future" you might not want

I cannot do ANYTHING

if you were in my shoe, Giving for all the crap that they have caused is just gonna fucked you upside down

certainly.

Pay all the dam fees

have the damn labels

have the dam awful feel.

JUST try it

if you want mine so much. please experience all the shit before you want to take my "readings"

Now what? whose problem SIA?

2011-06-12T22:30:00.003+08:00

Now is who problem sia

i send you message you don bother reply

like a what?

i aint any saint

cos you think i am whore

so be it.

cant be bothered by people who are not bothered now.

like ass sia. i move a step first you don bother then make yourself easy

f-off,f-on. whatever

2011-06-09T01:15:00.003+08:00

you the ANG- MOH ar? New environment many arse
ofcourse don want see them lurh! -,-

2011-06-08T00:37:00.003+08:00

Current teaine intake : at least 2 cups a day

which means to say. i am addicted and it became my habit!

GOSH.

Life have been treating me good! :)

thanks to the people who surprised me during my birthday! :)

namely (no ranking)

vileen, jacinta, jasmin, ting li, hwee cheng, yoke xin, wiky, abel, ben and atikah! :P

Thanks to the first three pigs for celebrating in town!

and the rest, opposite my house.

never thought you all are waiting and hiding perfectly uh!

hahaha!

well, that day was happy and at the same time

taught me some valuable things.

what a person do really reflect on how you can rank them in future

i mean if you do not give a dam to my day, why still give pathetic reasons like blah blah ? -,-

Don care if some people are hiding facts from me. i don feel like justifying it anymore.

no guts to say the truth that you dislike me and rather do something .

then i went back to look at the archives and realise that the past few years it was there.

but different from now.

well, it is ok.

i am prepared to discard non-important arse from my life

actions are determined by height and age :O

- how true?

someone added that to me!

2011-05-26T23:23:00.003+08:00

AM a ANGRY bird now

I still cannot catch the LOG ball/

neh neh

no time somemore.

LOG LOG LOG put there like for fun only

hahas

taking it in a open way D:

ANYWAYS!!!!

IT IS GSS

Great Singapore SALEEEEEE

Should i or should i not

that is a QUESTION!!!

2011-05-19T01:17:00.005+08:00

You know. it sucks to have these kind of friend like you

changing your statements so frequently

not exactly changing statements. But is the descriptions

Rather than making me upset. i feel PISSED

and then the old random feeling is back.

You can choose when to have moody days. why can the hell i choose

you may think you have attitude problem. you feel comfortable showing to others

but not comfortable that the fact someone shows it to you.

just just just recently

i hate this feeling

i don want to see any of them that frequent anymore!

roar

2011-05-18T00:40:00.004+08:00

Had this for dinner over at 313.

Many many shirts and clothes are so nice!

but i just cannot buy them! :X

control!

hehes

2011-05-13T00:15:00.000+08:00

hHEHEHE

happygirl_94 today!

changed my iphone !

as a pressie

but i will have $80 dollars share in it :P

hahahhas super happy

Merry day!!! wheee

finally

I will be as gentle as possible to this new iphone!!!

ahahahas

Webcammed with lynn

hehehs

she is made about her MAO yi

fun day

2011-05-10T21:43:00.003+08:00

Fun day with the three lovely girl at SK library

My day started off life DUNG.

dung, shit, sai, crap, waste

whatever :O

ehehehs. after meeting the three pigs,

mood changed :)

happily. whahhahas.

crazy day and fun day! :P

sudden missing

2011-05-09T23:13:00.002+08:00

Have the feeling of chilling out with friends at a coffee house

just sitting down. talking to each other

thinking what we could do over the next few months

troubles.worries.love-worries and lots

ever since, a new phase of my life have started.

We cut down on some communication

it is weird :O

don know how to explain my feeling now

And it seems like it is always at this timing i feel like writing

watched "The devils wears prada" . Another drama that i feel it is worth watching it more than once

I would choose to be like Miranda maybe 60% and 40% to be andy.

feel so sick of the daily routines.

read my facial expression mann!!! :(

Iphone is coming on wednesday

as a pressie

happy much

happy kid'94

i am bored :(

2011-05-09T13:19:00.000+08:00

i am bored

at school

feeling sleepy

dreaming of iphone!

weird. empty. missing something

2011-05-08T23:55:00.003+08:00

I feel like blowing candles from a birthday cake

maybe it is because i feel my birthday is coming :(

and i only get to blow once a year

Has been a long time ever since i updated this space

time really flies.

I am in poly

kind of missing secondary school life

where i have been wishing to get into a poly

i guess that is human by nature. dissatissfied animals.

suddenly, at this timing. 12 AM i feel empty

i remembered the lady at scape who told me about my details

though, i am still young to know love.

but i want to fell into it too

well, she said it will only be in my 20-25 years old of my life

would he have "look" at others?

the person who analysised my birthday pointed this out to me

i will be a worksholic i will put work on top of EVERYTHING.

i think it will happen. i agree with it.

i will meet a man at age of 20-25

i must get married at a later time, as i have many to "look" at

She got my personality and my way of doing things right

she reminded me to save money though at some time in my life i will earn big money

she reminded me to take care of my stomach and the way i breathe.

and lots.

that reminded me alot!

new environment

2011-04-20T22:59:00.003+08:00

Kind of miss secondary school life.

With the fun loving people at class.

However, not to forget that my new classmates are really nice people.

to be frank class W35G is a fun-loving class :D and friendly

well, poeple have to move on

and i am unable to adapt to the new envrionment and their education system

But i found it relatively useful.

As compared to others that they only give lectures and lectures.

Everyday students will only know how to hug the lecture notes but not ba able to think of the topic when applied in life.

I mean, in RP, they want us to learn in a way that we are given to the problem

And do out the presentation slides.

Well, on a true note, it does equip us with skills needed in future.

Not excatly that i am in love with the RP system. but more and less , it helps

Well, everyday, with these worksheets, RJ, and slides. it create a certain level of stress in us.

But i guess these stress are harmless in the long run..

pui

2011-03-30T23:23:00.002+08:00

hehes. dont want to say the word "bitch" ?

well, i developed my way of saying that.

maybe you can call her. the female golden retriever.

clear enough, only dumbass don't understand it.

ok. i conquered all saw movie.

scary enough and gruesom enough.

next up .

i shall try to conquer the grudge and the ring.

i had blood test these week and my arm is swelling with a BRUISE?!

yeap. when you press it, you can feel the slight PAIN in it.

narrow-ed veins

2011-03-29T00:58:00.002+08:00

yeap.. i have blood too.

why didn't i "pass" the blood test smoothly??

this time, it is worse. not on two arms, but twice on the same hands

roar,.....

previous, both arms.

what? this time, twice on the same arm.

and its swelling up and bruising.. when i stretch it, i can feel that

my veins are not "recovered " :O

i won't go for a blood test NOW.

I will not and i DO NOT.

i have narrow and thin veins. and low blood flow?

maybe that is why i am narrow-minded

conquered saw 1-5

two more to go.

morning glory, almost bore me alittle.

its 108 mins, hell yeah, long enough :P

abit draggy.

but overall rating, 3/5

the devils wears prada is nicer

so much more nicer than this

after all the gruesome SAW, i will conquer the BOOKS :P

good day! and toddles. :-)

too much into it.

2011-03-25T00:29:00.002+08:00

my recent activites?

being indulged in watching the movies on funshion.

have been tring to convince myself to watch all the saw movie.

in the past i find saw nice, but suddenly, it sucks

not sucks for being not nice. but it is making me uncomfortable.

even orphan. not excatly, ghostly.. but disgusting

but something that is nice. the day after tomorrow.

impossible to happen yet meaningful.

and i need to give a second thoughts to what i want to watch now.

i am not so "enthu" on movie like saw anymore.

i am being rather moody today.

it is exceptionally moody.

know what, all electronics gadgets should stay away from me.

maybe each gadgets perfers the $owner$

i don see the things i buy spoilt.

- as they aren;t expensive at all :P

above all, life is good now.

watching movies on funshion with ham ham

just that, the popcorn that';s lacking :P

it is coming ... it is the matter of time

2011-03-12T01:56:00.002+08:00

Recent disasters

- could it be the warning from mother earth???

Warning us that we have enjoy the resources and have a crippling effect in our life

the severity of this earthquake is definetly a stern warning from mother Earth to treat her with the utmost respect and care.

And... what are we doing now?

I guess... everyone is loss at words too.

But one thing i definetly know... The world is so beautiful.

i cannot bear to part from this beautiful place.

neither do i want to see it being destroyed. and what i see is a wreckage.

I do not want everything to end early. i am still young and there is many things to be revealed to my eyes.

it is rather heart-wrenching.

The Earth has its own problems.

Each country has its own problems too.

In every country, governments have to take care of the citizen's problems... For instance, poor people and the sick ones.

And in every human, they have their own problems.

The world is complicated. I hope they can be crystal clear one day.

hungrrryyyy

2011-02-27T02:19:00.002+08:00

alrights..

had this chocolate lava at esplanade last friday with family

it is real delicious. although i was very full.. but this made my day! :D

forget about everything.

and Omygoodnessss. it is march. and soon school is starting.

work and other things will be put to a halt. since it has been giving me SHIT!

i guess i would not mind to do community service with floyd?

it's going to be meaningful. and it is what i have been wanting to do since the start of this longggg vacation!

i feel puzzled about everything.

it is hard to hold on to something for long.

- why bother to fight hard to hold it for a just a short time

although they will say treasure while you can.

but after that... you have to fight hard again! and hard enough

-puzzled yea?-

my never-ending journey

2011-02-19T04:10:00.003+08:00

it's a long time ever since i updated this space

through these weeks. many things made me think deeply into them

sometimes,you think they are your support... but it turn out that it is not

and i taught myself about this sentence:

never remeber them when they don't bother about remembering or informing you things.

it sucks to feel what i am trying to say.

PROVEN : by me

just like a chinese saying. others treat you like shit. why bother to treat them like god? maybe you should do it like an eye for an eye

and i have think things straight.

i just got to be fk-ing independent.

and i would be glad to spit on people who desperately need people to accompany them to do minor things.

i will spit at you and be glad that you could still talk to my butt

i know i sound arrogant.

i want to be an arrogant person and ignorant enough to ignore shitty stuff

and opps. i became a shopaholic.

darn it :(/ it's like changing my wardrobe as if there is a season to follow.

grrr... maybe i need to freeze my card!!!! :(

yea aim 'high"

2011-01-22T02:40:00.002+08:00

yea, aim high. fall hard. = long time to recover!

anyways. you aim too high, you might not be able to see what is infront of you!

as usual, i shall convince myself not to put in too much of hope in it. before. i fall hard!

goona face the reality and also people i don't really want to face.

sometimes those 紅毛 people are irritants.

the sight of them make me pissed. esp some. i just want to put a sign that states : stay away from me , idiot! to really let them know what the crap they are!

decision making.

2011-01-08T22:05:00.004+08:00

shorten my hair ...
have a strong urge to change my image.
thanks to those idiots who shit-ten my mood
not working for these few days are really shoik.
not seeing sickening-unreasonable-idiotic-shitty-disgusting-detestable-crazy ass-junk-useless-brainless-childish but have an adult physical appearance-hellish people.
well... i simply can't finish describing those people in just a minute. i think i need two days .
and this is how much i detest them
i would love to categorize them as the person whom i can see in order to puke.
i wonder why i care so much. and it's because they have actually polluted and tarnished my name.
i would be glad to swear at them and point rude gesture at them :> for instance, _|_
well.. i spent my days going to polytechnics open house. and i am still very unsure about what i am going to do.
now the important issue is my points
ok...i don't feel like to continue to brag on it.
and the anxiety is gonna be contagious!!!! highly contagious!!!
p.s. i hate people who ask so much about my personal life when he/she don't even worth a nose shit in my life. please don act like a philosopher and talk rules to me. i hate it. i really detest it! scram off before i fart at you!

trying to be happy

2010-12-31T22:45:00.003+08:00

trying to be happy but always failed to...

sometimes you just need to shit those people around you
shit them for being "too judging" over you.
and o'god. kindly teach those people to think from other's perspective and not only from their own lousy perspective. =,=
they have the age but not the brain
frankly speaking i feel like dropping the idea of staying since it is getting shitty.
serious shit thing . even toilet paper can't clear it.
and i would say. one day after one day. the grudge will stay in there and it is made worse minutes after minutes.
and i don't enjoy the hell out of it.
and i would love to swear at this !
but i am holding it back cos it is just stupid enough to swear over shitty stuff
i think i found a need to decide on a perfect date and day to make a clear cut.
and why are those shitty people staying and not leaving >:
but thank god that this is not something i will do for life. i really thank god :D
there are some people that will make my day but then...
some people will spoil everything. =,=

go away , january!

2010-12-28T19:11:00.006+08:00

january is coming. :<

january is coming ..sooon

have been disturbed by this fact these few days :<

frustrated... it totally occupied my entire mind.

arghhh. upon recieving those newsletters from the various poly, i start to have bad mood.

i am sorry to whoever if i ever been rude or showed my frustration to you.

it's crazy. i really dont want january to come

anyways, i don't know what i want yet.

it is like... what if i chose the wrong course.

that will be the worst thing i will have to encounter .

i will rather die.

NOW,everything seems to be going against me.

its either that it's really going against me or it is just me that's reading too much.

i am tired and frustrated for no reason.

reality check : i don't even know what am i typing for the past few minutes.

I am afraid what's coming in the next month

2010-12-18T02:15:00.003+08:00

Today they had their results..
was with them throughout...
the thought of next month struck me..
and I am very certain that I was somehow paralyzed by this thoughts...
it's gonna come in less than a months time..
the choices they struggled with today... Maybe experienced by me..
in the meantime... The thought of next month just sent me into the thought of not doing anything...
not in the mood to ...
I need a channel to ease my fear and also to not probe over the thought... The thought is seriously sending spasm of fear to my body and mind...
I would definitely shiver with fear and my heart will be palpating wildly in a months time..

It's hard to blog on iPad...

2010-12-13T00:43:00.004+08:00

Today was a tiring day... it's really crazy and energy consuming sometimes... somethings to ponder... why isn't globalization working on those rich china people uh? if you have the money to afford for luxury items. I don't understand why the brain isn't worth the money? well... Some can speak perfect English But some only thank you and bye-bye ... it's like ... Oh my goodness !!! ------------ today I went to vivo city to look for ting li... After that , came across a organization called world vision... I donated my money to them to provide warm blanket and warm boots... got lots of the brochure.. Shall spread this thing around.. to raise the awareness that we are really very fortunate! I wanted to sponsor a child at $45 per month..but was ticked off.. I swear that I will sponsor a child when i get a job... -,- but I am sure that I will use my money to provide the food and etc.. I am tired...

puzzled

2010-12-12T00:16:00.003+08:00

i am puzzled about what i should be doing now.

seriously, i really miss studying.

yea.. indeed... once you lose it, then you will start to be remorseful and wonder why you never want to do that...

life is so unpredictable

who knows one day you will get knocked down.

indeed. today.. while traveling back home

a stupid taxi uncle almost knocked me down. -,-

the green man is still on.. and yet he still drove towards me

----

sometimes i start to ponder.

why must i do it?

or maybe why shouldn't i do it?

but i know for sure. it will be a painful thing for me and everybody

i am trying hard enough to not feel affected.

but sometimes when i have nothing to do. i start to mull over it.

thats when i become pissed

i know i should see things wider. -,-

freak that. sometimes why should i be concerned over how you feel when you don even try to understand how i feel uh

i am tired of being a saint.

maybe i am not a saint from the start

i know i know. i sucks to the core.

sometimes ...

2010-12-11T00:26:00.002+08:00

hmm. having work tomorrow from 11 to 9 so i can sleep slightly longer

watching iris on channel 55..

i guess it will be wonderful if i have a cup of drink and also some delicates! :P

sometimes i feel work is boring.

it is like everyday repeating the same stuff.

the work is interesting but .. sometimes i will get bored out of it

and somehow i feel

someone needs to be sacrificed to do the most boring job - pastry?

i myself think it;s boring.

i am feeling very tired and also grumpy

i wanna work but working for something i am interested in!

now i rather study than work! :P

2010-12-01T22:07:00.002+08:00

Christmas is around the corner!!!
. And this also signifies that ham ham has been with me for 6 years..
since christmas is coming..
it's time to brainstorm of presents ...
unique and special ones...
maybe I could lend my ham ham to someone as a special and unique presents.. Hehehe
anyways... Currently I am working in TWG and I think I got used to the long hours?
don't feel very tired now..
but it's definelty heart-warming to see ham ham everyday after a long day

yes.. i am abit agitated.

2010-11-30T10:49:00.002+08:00

i swear the same old feeling is back.

caused by the same person. -,-

i admit that i got abit agitated when i see that note/message/shit.

but subsequently. the same old thought whirled around me.

and somehow i want to react the same way i had reacted in the past

i really got very pissed.

and i feel that what i am doing now is meaningless and i definetly do not want to play a part in that anymore in a month time

i feel that you did it on purpose.

so i am not goona be dumb and be touchy as if this shit matters.

i am gonna T-O-L-E-R-A-T-E !

since i am ok with tolerating with nonsense people and things.

Hectic day

2010-11-27T22:57:00.002+08:00

my legs are aching !!
started work today.. People are friendly.. Hahahas ..
looking toward to the off day...

New life

2010-11-26T22:05:00.001+08:00

starting work tomorrow...

sometimes i wish you were dead.. in fact. i want you dead.

2010-11-25T01:31:00.005+08:00

i really hope that someone will be a saint by taking me in

but up till now.. it is still not even successful.

and the root of the problem is soley because of one trash

if only that trash is more responsible and sensible. no one will be suffering after him because of his doings

no one will be implicated with it. because of him. the next generation and his generation has to suffer

oh my god. i hope he will be punished and dealt with severly when he is dead

if it's not because of this trash. i would have been doing what i want to do now.

that is to work

i hate this trash. i feel like kicking his butt . i want him dead. who knows

it will be in the exchange of everything.

citizenship. financial. employment

in fact everything

this is how much he can do which requires not much effort.

yet he is living his own life

and being totally disinterested in how others have been suffering because of him

oh god. i am not a saint to understand his difficulties for not doing so

and i am sure. his difficulties are not the main cause. that is what he asked for.

-,-

serve him right.. but what has it got to do with me uh?

i wish you were dead. but i fact i want you dead.

however, fate calls it's shot.

so...... can i have two of them? pls... hahas

2010-11-23T00:35:00.003+08:00

can i have the both of them?? :X

hehehehs

decided to rewatch autumn's concerto.

lost interest in watching cruel temptation ever since ep 54

hahas

just realised that i don wanna watch other show ..

lost the interest too

hahahas.

soooo... can i have the both of them :P that cute little xiao xiao bing and vaness.

hahahas

ok. i jus sprout nonsense

hahas

shall stop here. have interview at canele at raffles city tomorrow.

2010-11-21T00:16:00.003+08:00

alright ,

just finished watching the investigation on the ditching that took place in the hudson river recently.

people just simply become more loving to the people around them when they are close to leaving them

and i would expect that . this is human by nature

something happened. and you learnt something

but its never the case that you learnt it before hand

for instance it may be someone's death..

or someone's care and concern for you.

have been hoping that some miracle would happen on me

i guess , somehow it happen.

i am going to far east plaza tomorrow for the job interview.

then tuesday at raffles shopping centre

then i will hope that miracle happens!

ps: rest assure lord. the money will be used for rainy days in future. though some would be spend on entertainment!

tired...

2010-11-20T01:37:00.002+08:00

went to town today.

walked the entire day .and the entire orchard..

tired. my foot is sore! and painful!

was walking down the busy streets.

everyone is imense in their busy life.

walked past a shop selling toys.

and wondered why toys have become so sophisticated ?

they can move,respond, and even become realistic!

how i wish i can become a child now and enjoy the company of these toys!

hehes but i know it is impossible!

shall continue to watch cruel temptation.

i am at ep 51~!

sudden craving

2010-11-19T10:29:00.002+08:00

sudden craving for fruit paradise..

i am hungry!

was suppose to wake up early to go down to ngee ann city for interview at 9

but i woke up at 10.. so i decided to go for the interview from 2 pm to 5 pm

shall laze around till 12 pm and start preparing.

hahas.

has 3 interviews from the jobsdb.com.sg

waiteress at nando chicken at tanglin mall... waitress at les amis group,a french fine dining restaurant. sale associate or cashier at metro..

decided to go for metro first!!

hehes. and my first wish after getting my pay would be

to buy a wallet using my own money.

hahahaas

will feel that shiok-ness! *_*

hehes . think too far! hahaas

shall stop here...

start...

2010-11-18T03:23:00.002+08:00

have decided to keep my blog active. went out today with that three big pigs.

money flew off on venti and tall.

between them ... whats te big difference ??????

holidays have only started for like... 4 days?

and somehow.. i am bored to death...

need to find ways to kill time!

seriously!!!!

i want a job.. but who would be willing enough to hire me?

if someone hire me. he/she would be a saint!　:）

2010-11-18T02:53:00.002+08:00

have been watching cruel temptation to kill off time!

hehehes

everyone has finished watching this show.. yet i have not even watch one full episode.

Incensed... And of course in rage

2010-11-14T01:27:00.001+08:00

I am really turning purple with rage... When someone asked me To do a certain thing I Merely asked why in a very nice and calm tone And when you are being Malign of being sturborn which isn't true. You will definetly show your more natural reflex and defensive tone... Which is just replying : i only ask why ( something like asking for what's the reason behind it) not being sturborn what =,= would this make someone feel like slapping someone face? This is how ridiculous people are. Shit them and F this species sometimes. -,- When you say someone have attitude problem. In the very first place you must have known the person very well. And so ... I came across a type of species who thinks it know me very well and malign me of having attitude problems. Oh goodness. May lord just get rid of this type of species. They are obviously wasting your resources! Ok I am just totally pissed by what I have came across today.. Sorry. But I must say this. I would have farted if I condemn to their actions repeatedly.

Dream on

2010-11-11T01:28:00.001+08:00

Friday is coming. After Friday,everything will be fine I have tons of things that I wish I could do to make this holidays fruitful But somehow, I don think it will be realised. Soon … It's another chapter and I need to know which direction I wanna go.~

Arghhh incensed

2010-10-13T22:53:00.001+08:00

Hate it when it is just like days to national exams and I caught a flu. Just for today I shall turn in slightly earlier and sleep with peace with ham hamm

Don wanna be penitent in future

2010-09-24T01:16:00.001+08:00

I will never want to be penitent in future. I just have to give in my very best efforts. Not for a pass but the best I can achieve (;

Should it be a felicitous annecdote?

2010-09-19T21:31:00.001+08:00

Suddenly have the urge to blog. Was just thinking about recent changes made... Basically about everything ... Now… I found my stand. I decided to stay away from this factor Who cares for this moment of joy but will lead to severe remorse in the near future And I won't be the one comforting them either. This is what you have brought upon yourself. After seeing some stuff . I become more persistent to what i have decided I would say the same old feeling was back again. More of a huanting than a feeling Maybe … in the first place, I shouldn't have let things change to what it is now... Self destruction.. Jahahahhahas I just have to constantly remind myself I am on my own not with that factor anymore... And also to stay on track because I know. Some little things can affect me and bring myself out of the track and be disqualified... Some say one cannot live without this but I guess I can still pull over this for this 60 days (; and for sure there is always ham ham ;)

it is fast...

2010-08-22T03:15:00.002+08:00

Days to o level is alot faster than what i thought...

now, it is less than 60 days to o level

and seriously, my english , maths are still not surviving through

at least for science and humanities i will try to cook the book and digest it.

but english and maths is a subject that requires foundation

now i start to regret about that. however it is too late

its 3.30 am .. am rushing through my dnt prep board

gonna clear this subject by next friday

should i even be anticipating this deadline?!

off to do my prep board!

---------------------------------------------------------

it is not that i did not work hard for that subject

ppl, please do not make that comment trying to imply that i do not deserve the grades i got.

i did study. maybe i met a kind marker.

who knows.

doubtful

2010-07-01T22:09:00.003+08:00

Was watching the star volunteer work over at mumbai.

felt really grief-stricken when i saw the kids there tarnishing their life ,when they know it's the wrong path.

it really shows that we are way way too fortunate as compared to them.

yet we are still ignorant to what we have now.

but still, i am still unsure if i really want to go there and visit them.

it looked really insecure to be there alone

BUT i am sure with my little savings i have.

i am sure i have sufficient money to pay a visit there.

so i guess no matter who you are . after the national exams i would defintely ask you to donate some of the unused books/toys/stationary or things which you think is a good use to them!

i really want to let them feel loved and happy with the care and concern we are giving to them!

they are in a wretched state but we are always enjoying and taking everything for granted here!

this is really infuritating when we ppl here take everything for granted.

this is defintely a confirmed itinerary after my Os its just the destination i want to head to...

看到在孟百受苦的孩童們.很想第一時間到哪裏幫忙他們.

但從電視裏,他們好像不喜歡受人幫忙.

真搞不動.明明知道自己已踏上不歸路.但還是要堅持走那條路.

看到那些在那裏堅持的孩童,再看看我國的人,真的是一個天一個地.

我們在這裡,身在福中不知福!

浪費支援,要是給了那些孟百的孩童,一定會有好的收成!

過了o水遵，我一定會到國外做益工，只是地點不清楚罷了！

希望身邊的朋友到是能捐一些東西給他們！

despicable me.

2010-06-24T00:53:00.002+08:00

Initially thought of hitting the cinema alone just to watch movie.

afterall,i watched with my friends

just got this idea to try to make myself feel placid.

but i was doubtful of my plan too.

maybe i was afraid... to be a loner.

OK.

I have been absorbing on ALGE-BRA.

sooner or later i am gonna make this piece of alge to be a easy thing just like area!

i have the hope!

hahahas

shall spent this week in a moderate pace.

sleep early study more. and prepare for school next week.

it will be my real battleground

and i will just finish fighting in 5 months time!

fight well and don be remorseful and penitent next year january

saying i could have done better. which is way way irreversible...

在這復軋的世界裏、我能夠笑這面對嗎？

莫些時候，人不是孤單的。還是需要朋友的支持與鼓勵。

想法都變得很亂。不知道應該朝那個想法。

朋友v.s. 孤單。

“上了年紀”對於一些的想法也有些改變。

被忽略是無礙、被遺忘就迷了方向了。

可能以前的幼稚想法才導致不必要的爭執。

事事難料

2010-06-18T19:28:00.003+08:00

生日快樂，山豬~

希望在未來的日子。。你能到城你的願望。。

不要口說但沒行動哦。

現在感覺上事事都好沒有規定。

不受我的控制

該怎麽辦？我也不知道。

雖然希望今年能夠很快的過。。但也希望在來臨的一月時是微笑的拿成績

所以我還是把這道裏放入我腦裏吧！用這五個月換取我一生的成就！

just had my 7.2 km run~

today was slightly faster than usual.. maybe tooo frustrated with things.

saw some kiddish runner,with the hair untied.and it made me feel irritated whenever i ran past her.

my hair is SO SHORT, and i bothered to tie and clip.. why can't she? -,-

and hers is so much longer than mine!

have been building my foundation for maths and physics.

they are my worst two subjects ever.!　>:

shall continue my mugging later.

i am going to exchange my 5 months to redeem everyone's recognition and my success.

現在，未來。

2010-06-13T22:40:00.002+08:00

到今日。我們都活在後悔中。

無法回到以前去彌補它。

就只知道在現在後悔。。。

或許，在這種情況下，大家便能收到教訓。

現在才發現離會考少過五個月。

再看看考試拿到的分數。

多希望是越多分越好。可惜，是越少越好。

我的分數卻是屬於仨十的項目。。。

在這四個月后，我是否有把握完成這四年所教的内容嗎？

我還是別發白日夢了。。。

目前應該做的事就是好好努力。

i was talking about why only when things have already past then we start to regret

and in less than 5 months i will be seating for my Os

do i have the confidence to complete the 4 year syllabus i learnt?

now.. i can only concentrate and work hard..

most embarassed day ever >:

2010-06-12T10:48:00.004+08:00

Ok.

12 june 2010

in my whole entire life,this date is my most EMBARASSED day!

imagine, you walk towards a window assuming it was a exit

and you just walk towards it,as if you can pass through it

BUT. end up you knocked into it

IN THE PUBLIC!

super MALU!

i cried all the way :X

for the bruise and the embarrasement... :O

a big thank you

2010-06-03T00:46:00.002+08:00

I wanna say a BIG thank you to all the people around me for wishing me happy birthday Thanks alot! you guys really are friends in a million! to all the pigs and ladies and gentleman :)

thanks alot and i love you all! <3

they are just going through retardation!...

2010-05-26T23:46:00.003+08:00

Choose your team well.

you may not realise.. they are not going to be forever there

nothing stay forever.

so choose wisely.

A new hobby to start off. hopefully not too late

2010-05-24T23:47:00.003+08:00

Finished the book , the five people you meet in heaven and A child called'it' at a lighning speed.

I started with five people you meet in heaven on saturday and finished it on sunday.

so today ... monday...i started reading a child 'it'

Wondering why am i reading story instead of my bball books ;}

hahahas

i guess. reading became my hobby and i guess it's still not too late?

In the past. i don really read story book. I do read but i gave up before it went to the cllimax~

hahas.

these two book did left some inspiration and enlightens about life..

starting on a new book : for one more day!

2010-05-23T19:45:00.002+08:00

when you sacrifice something special,you're not really losing it. You just passed it on to someone.

- five people you will meet in heaven

Staying back tomorrow.

And hopefully some stupid head claim

some acknowledgement and sense RIGHT

~ stupidheads.

The stupidheads are ignorant, arrogant and senseless. crap thingy still living on earth

holy cow.

2010-05-20T16:22:00.004+08:00

Ok. O level mother tongue is one 31 may.

Goodness~

it is like only 11 days away????

O level paper , english on 25 october. which is 5 months and 5 days away

Sickening.

seriously, we only feel the tense when it is beside us.

roar. no choice. but to hang on tight

And i have to stay back for DNT (must)

2010-05-11T15:07:00.001+08:00

God have install for us all :)

hahaha

a complete photo finally . hahhas

MYE ending soon.

O level coming soon

5months 14 days

jia you~

fond memories.

2010-04-26T00:12:00.003+08:00

Fond memories of NPCC

we have pass out already

through thick and thin. we are together ,and united :D

this piece of special memories will be kept into the heart :D

a sad but happy day.

if only you are willing

2010-04-18T02:39:00.002+08:00

if only i grab the chance last time. i would have be happier

turn back look at me , possible?

i will tell you the truth. from my bottom of my heart

只要你愿意，我会说真心话。

lost

2010-04-11T01:54:00.002+08:00

i dont know where to start from ?

or how should i start ?

i am totally losst.

i dont know where is my ending point.

worst, i dont know who is running with me.

may good luck befall on me!

shit life sometimes.

2010-03-28T23:55:00.004+08:00

sickening.

time flies.

31 may o level chinese

many things, i thought it will be simple. but now i am really LOST and headache of it

my time is running low.

my patience is running low

ONE thing for sure.

i need to de-stress.

prickling.

2010-03-24T23:47:00.003+08:00

it is weird

it is lousy

the word prick sharped into me

i am still in my comfort zone

not willing to step out to get what belongs to me

just simply one phrase, i am a coward.

therefore i will bury it deep down . if it has to be the

regretin part. i will accept it.